The Lens of The Heart

I listen to relatable and soothing songs to bring peace to the emotions battling in my heart
When it is really words from the Quran that has more power to do so

I mend a broken heart by replacing it with other human’s love
When it is really closure to Him that I need most

I feel proud collecting and reading those chick lit books
When it is really books on the religion section, I should be reading more

I work hard in perfecting my future
When it is really perfecting my soul that I need to work on too

I am not preaching. I am just a flawed person trying to improve myself
And it is not about a personal struggle. It is more about a humbling experience
It is an eye-opener that brings me back to what I really seek and change things for the better

"we are all traveling through time together
everyday of our lives
all we can do is do our best
to relish this remarkable ride"

Life is a Beautiful Struggle

I find myself wandering during the day and falling at night.
Thinking it will all be easier if you’re here.
I don’t feel sick nor do I cry talking about it. Not anymore.
That future hopes and dreams with you. I guess they no longer exist. I don’t know.
Sometimes I feel like I’m in a fog. No I’m not depressed.
Sometimes I feel like I’m in a dark cave. Yet I am surrounded by people, by friends.
I can crawl to the space outside to the lights.
But why do I keep curling back to the darkness.
I don’t know. I don’t know.
There are empty holes crushing me from the inside.
Your absence has gone through me.
But again, I shall gather up all my strength. Play it all on repeat bcoz I know it can only get better.

It can only get better.

Keep Calm Cause Soon I'm Gonna Be a Psychologist

this is the 5th week of my 5th semester. i'm already a super senior! oh how time flies.

managed to obtained another first class gpa for my 4th semester which marks my short term goal. 4 consecutive first class honours. all praise to Allah :)

so, new semester, new subjects

1) Abnormal psychology
2) Psychological Testing and Measurement
3) Consumerism and Marketing
4) Safety and Health in the Workplace
5) Laws for Social Workers
6) Health Social Work

may He ease my journey throughout this semester.
since i'm already in my final year lets talk about future planning shall we?

currently i am majoring in Industrial and Organizational Psychology (IO Psych) where basically i study about human behavior in major organizations to increase productivity and study any related issues like health, mental and physical well being of employees and etcetera. after graduating, i plan to further my studies by taking master degree in Clinical Psychology where later i will be able to work in health facilities like hospitals and mental health facilities. handling mental illness, abnormal behaviors and psychiatric problems. how interesting!! right? right? well thats my passion.

so thats about it. but say i get an awesome job after graduating, i might put my master degree in clinical on hold. and maybe do part time master degree in IO Psychology while working. we always need plan A and plan B kannn....

song of da day: Love Will Remember - Selena Gomez

An Open Letter

somewhere in the clouds, i can picture a smile if i stared for a while.
as i'm thinking aloud i just wish you were here though you're nowhere near.
still thinking of you.

Song of da day: Wake Me Up - Avicii

Songs That Makes Me Cry in Pain

this post is not going to be as dramatic as the title. thank you

well, i listen to mainstream music (music that can be often heard on the radio). and my favourite frequency is 95.8 ( but recently i had a change of heart. i started listening to instead coz i got bored with the music in fly.

so there are a few songs that are so freaking annoying my ear will start bleeding, my head will start spinning, my vomit will start vomiting.  i cant stand the songs at all maybe because the music and lyrics sucks, or maybe becoz they keep playing it for an infinite number of times, or maybe its the combination of both. so here you go, 5 songs that when i hear the 1st beat of it, i'll change the frequency right away. and these songs might be fabulous to you since its oh so damn popular but seriusly, its not for me *straight face*

bear in mind that i dont rank em. they are all bad at the same level

1) Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
you know i got no hate at all towards imagine dragons. i love their song Demons like a lot. but tis song, Radioactive is a huge, gigantic, enormous NO

2) Walks Like Rihanna - The wanted
this song has repetitive lyrics like its nobody's business. i know that she cant sing, she cant dance, you dont care coz she walks like rihanna. I GET THAT! now plz go play somewhere else. (die hard fans like my sister is goin to kill me for this)

3) Locked Out Of Heaven - Bruno Mars
i'm a big fan of Bruno Mars ya know but i dont like this song at all. the music, the tune and the background sound i dont know the "musical" terms of it but gawsh. i really hate it. 

4) Here's to Never Growing Up - Avril Lavigne 
i know. i know. how can i not like this song right? but i'm sorry, its not my cup of tea or even my cup of coffee. = /

5) Get Lucky - Daft Punk
everything about this song is annoying to me

so thats that. and i got a bonus song and it is the most annoying song ever. like everrrrrrrrr. say, if i have to choose whether to be stuck in an island forever or i have to only listen to this song all my life. nahh i'd choose the island. its that BADDDDD. again, for me. so here is the song *drum roll*

Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
i seriusly have no idea how is it possible to create a song as annoying as this. they even did mash up of Call Me Maybe and Oppa Gangnam Style. thats the creme de la creme of the worst song ever. like ever *imitating Taylor Swift*

People I Want to Punch in the Throat

you know, its amazing how people can be so insensitive at times. whatever happened to "be nice" and "be polite". i have no idea what people like this are thinking with their screwed up brain.

song of da day: Demons - Imagine Dragons


earthquake. exactly what i felt this whole morning before checking my result.
the worst out of 3 semesters but i'm still so grateful coz its still first class honours. 3.80 for this 3rd semester. *clap clap*

freakiing B for Organization Psychology i just cant believe it. damn!

neway, i'm excited to start the new semester but sad to leave home. and of course the foods T.T

for 4th semester, 'll be taking these subjects:-
1) Data analysis
2) Experimental Psychology
3) Physiological Psychology
4) Work, Physiology and Ergonomics
5) Infant and Child Development Psychology
6) Parenting and Non-Tradition Families
7) Mandarin Language Level III
8) Fundamental of Entrepreneurial Acculturation

i;m goin to be the busiest this semester and i'm hoping i'll do better this semester

song of da day: Used to You - Guy Sebastian
p/s: its a really beautiful song. perfect for those who r in the mood for some romantic Valentine's Day

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