Nervous Breakdown

result is out next week! somebody kill meh!!!

song of da day : Only Girl (In the World) - Rihanna

Me Yet to Be

i am worried about my future. oh how i wish i can invent a machine that can go time travelling so i can sneak a peek on how am i doing and how my future is like? and also back to the past where i can change things.

when ppl asked, what's ur ambition? i go errr... and i'll make 1 up. seriously i dun have any. well i have 1. but haha. i am afraid to tell it to the whole world. one thing about me. i'm lacking of self confidence. thats the reason y i dun brag about what i want to b to ppl. i'll just keep it to myself and its easier that way.

and for me its better not to hope on something. it wont hurt you later on. =/

Song of the day: Firework - Katy Perry

p/s: i'm in love with this video!

Miles Away

i'm doing the countdown again. 3 more days. and i'm goin back to kms. but what i worry more is having to say goodbye to a fren. a very good fren of mine. funny i know.. he's just an online fren after all.

so we met thru online game. he pranked me in ragnarok and we got into a conversation for the 1st tym. then he joined Ventrilo, and we get closed ever since. lil that i know that we r still gonna b close, up until now. we email each other ever so often while i'm in college. there this 1 tym, i was really down and he gave me the-best-email-i've -ever -received. and darn it, i cried reading it.

3 months of holiday after SPM, i spent almost every night talking to him till morning. we laugh and we sing. he play guitar and i go jaw drop. its hard to find us not knowing what to talk about. cuz we always have sth to talk about. our conversations are full of randomness and it makes it a lot of fun.

then college is going to start. 10th May 2010 is the date that i'm afraid of.. i'll be gone to start a new life. and the countdown starts.. 13more days to go...12...11..10.. and when it comes to 3 more days.. i cried. haha. yes i did. 1 thing about me is its very easy to get me teary...

so.. its like deja vu. the countdown is like a playback.. back in college, i'll listen to all the recordings i managed to save from the 3 months.. the singing including rapping (haha), the acoustic play.. the conversation..the laughter... with the hope it will at least gives me a slight of happiness whenever i'm sad or scared. yes, most of the tym, it will break me into laughter. XD

but the bad news is, i've removed ventrilo and all the recordings are gone with it.. i totally forgot about the recordings! god damn it =( owh well, life goes on.. haha. ppl that r involved in the recordings are all over the world. Australia (Stephen, Leo, Becky, Jess, Burnsy, Cory). UH-merica!*with the way of how (Keith and Joey) will say it* . Philipines (Alvin, Trish). Netherland (Hein Jordens). Nihad the general manager, Kenneth and my dear hirudo.. lol. you guys are the best ppl in the world!

but the dude i was talking about earlier is not hirudo.. na'ah. its Alvin. not Alvin and The Chipmunks. he's Kris Alvin. he's vain but he has a very good sense of humour. a bad ass back then in high skool. he's pretty short and kinda cute. haha. last but not least he's my best internet pal.

p/s: miss u play Here Without You shoo much and u owe me Pitcha Pie for my bday!

few songs that made that 3 months wonderful:
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
Jump Then Fall - Taylor Swift
Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch
Your Guardian Angel - RJA
Drop It Like Its Hot - Snoop Dogg
and of course.. alot more it will take forever to list it

p/s: keep laughing whenever i think about the joke that u're gonna come all the way here and drop a bomb at my house. and of course save me. haha

Urgh, Fats!

so i gain like 5 kilos(more or less) in KMS. thats totally gross.

and i know i have to cut back on carbohydrates.. bla bla bla.. i dun give a damn at first. not until i cant wear skinny jeans nemore. waaargh. cant fit in skinny jeans=not skinny=fat! get it?

ok.. i do get annoyed when some skinny girls said. "OMG i'm fat!" hello? if u're fat, then what am i? obese?

erm wait, i do said that too sometimes. haha. its not that i want some atttention or doing that reverse psycho to actually wanting someone to say i'm not fat. its becoz sometimes i do feel fat. when ur shirt feels tight when its not suppose to. i'm sorry if i ever annoyed anyone, i'll try not to say it nemore.

so i dun have netball nemore to keep me fit and slim. and i also dun do sports nemore. my every day routine: breakfast-class-lunch-class-sleep-dinner-study-sleep. thats how i gain all these fats. x_x rice and bread is on my everyday menu. -.-" sweat.. i know.

solution=skipping rope. everyday. i wont do diet. i NEVER did. and will never go on diet. DIET is not in my dictionary.

and finally.. i got to play netball today. and atm, my muscles are screaming in pain. awww... how much i miss netball. it was hell fun! feels like i'm in high skool again.
p/s: coach grew her hair long! >.< and i love the team. they r all such a sweetheart. XD

song of the day: If I Die Young - The Band Perry

The 1st Chapter

ok. first of all.. i would like to thank Leo for helping me with the template.. it cost me big tym in fixing the template right.

second, i'm back! this time.. bigger and bolder. ok.. lets cut with the so-not-cool advertisement line. yesh, i'm back.. blogging out loud..

so first semester of college ends. its been a ride. a roller coaster ride. i've learnt soo many things.. i've also learnt that i shud go for law instead of science. but i never regret going to KMS. its where i met a lot of amazing ppl. erm.. amazing + smart ppl.

first week of college was the most torturous week of my life. i still hate the facilitators up until now.

then the real college life starts. it was ok.. at first, until the 1st quiz. MATHS. and my nightmare begin.. i, Alice, confess that i HATE quiz! but who love quiz? if anyone said they love quiz. owh boy, u muz b crazy.

so i'm not a kid born with a super genius brain who absorbs stuff like a sponge. i have to work really hard. i broke down more often then i thot i will b. i love to joke around, i can really laugh, and yes, 1 word to describe me, i'm crazy. unlike most ppl there. very quiet, and serious. its hard for me to fit in. thot i can never make frenz. and thank god i've been thrown to H4P1. a bunch of fun ppl.

Su is the craziest person i've ever met. she look nerdy but hey, get to know her more, she can turn ur world upside down. but when it comes to study, she can b scary. u can see the "dun disturb" sign on her forehead.

Tim is a tomboyish girl. hahaaha but who would have known, she's also the most courteous, polite girl i've ever met. she's shy(tahap gaban) and dun play a fool with her, she can really kick ur ass.

Chua is my class partner. she's one heck of a funny girl. she made my day. withour her, one day in kms will b suckish.

i've started to get close to Mai. when we hang around. i can be me. the bimboish girl. haha. the way i talk, the language i use, and the topics we talk about. only mai can bring out the real me.

Huda the cutie pie, Fifi aka Meluffy Buang, Meiosis with-you-know-who much! and Tyra the silencer.

owh! the boys of course. Hairi, fiqah's boyfie >.< Chaudy my true enemy.. hehe. i am so burning his room =p Waeez the cyute hacker. all the girls r crazy of him.. too cyute to be true. Ah Lam the gentleman.. a boy fren material seriously. Faisal the guy with pink i phone. i repeat. PINK! last but not least Amru. he is very quiet but once he talk or react to a question.. hahaha! he can b very funny i tell u!

so, crushes!! haha. as usual, its Alice i'm talking about here. i got crushes here n there. *no further comment on that. i might accidentally spill all the beans*

my fav subject is Biology. this is where application is less needed. since i'm not so good in applying stuff and i am more to memorizing, that explains y Biology. haha. not to forget Koku. the reason y i like it so much is becoz my koku team rocks! we won almost all of the games every week *wink wink* but towards da end of the semester, i skip koku class a couple of times coz its boring! crappish talks from the lecturers n stuff. my skipping koku class partners: su n chua XD

exam. it is the 1 thing i hate most! i swear i hate it. and i am so not looking forward to study week. its the week where ur cortisol lvl will b at maximum lvl. the week where u wont be seeing ur practicum frens n will miss them like hell. no laughing, no playing around. and of course u will make alot of new frens. best fren. the books. x_x

so, like i've said earlier, i've learnt so many things. but the real question is, will i make use of what i've learnt? lets see the flow in 2nd semester.

Song Of The Day : Taylor Swift - Mean

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