I find myself wandering during the day and falling at night.

Thinking it will all be easier if you’re here.

I don’t feel sick nor do I cry talking about it. Not anymore.

That future hopes and dreams with you. I guess they no longer exist. I don’t know.

Sometimes I feel like I’m in a fog. No I’m not depressed.

Sometimes I feel like I’m in a dark cave. Yet I am surrounded by people, by friends.

I can crawl to the space outside to the lights.

But why do I keep curling back to the darkness.

I don’t know. I don’t know.

There are empty holes crushing me from the inside.

Your absence has gone through me.

But again, I shall gather up all my strength. Play it all on repeat bcoz I know it can only get better.

It can only get better.

song of da day: Say Something - A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera