A Place Called Here: October 2011

Wish List

i want......

1) A car. for crying out loud its really frustrating and tiring without a car here. sometimes i feel like crying in the middle of the road. no joke!

2) campus life assignmnet free. i know this will b impossible but its my wish list, no?

3) to go to Phillipines and hang out with my favourite boy, ALVIN. woots! =D i really want this to happen.

4) to do great in my mid term exam.

5) to kick ass in netball tournament in Sarawak. i wanna winnnnnn!!!!! somuch pressure coz i'm the goal shooter. i'm so dead if i din do well.

6) to have FUN in Brunei and Sarawak for my mid term hols XD

7) to eat my home cooking and spend time with my family. i really really miss em all *sob sob*

8) more money? for shopping etc HAHAHAHA! i rest my case. tq.

9) more time. ok i'm getting more ridiculous. but sometimes no, most of the time, i just need more time to do stuff.

10) the green cabin size luggage i saw at the mall. its really one of a kind and cyute!! someone buy for me plz....

song of da day: Creep - Radiohead

p/s: i kinda screwed the font color for all i care. off to do assignments.. (see my point about the assignment n time?)

THANX TASH!! =')

i'm so lucky to have a junior like this very beautiful girl. oh she's my fav =)

i have no idea that my juniors still read my blog up until now.

and tash, thanx so much for the post. i really2 appreciate it.

T.T <----- this was my reaction when i read it. haha.

well yeah, life goes on. i'm so proud of you that u actually manage to go thru that point of life.

u're such a strong girl. n yes, thanx so much for the advise n those experience of yours. THANK YOU!

*hugs* xxxo

well good luck in ur PMR dear. n i have no idea tat u're into French. ya know what? i've always wanted to go to Paris. (i blame Gossip Girl) n yeah i plan to take French next sem. n i must say u're quite impressive with ur french. but i might not b taking french after all coz i think spanish will b easier? so yah, maybe i'm goin to take spanish instead. but i dunno! haha =/ gawd i'm a mess. i dunno if u can even undrstd what i'm crapping about. haha.

neway,thanx again! god bless you. loads of love from meh!

p/s: u guys must b wondering what post right? go to this link My heart goes out to you, Alice :') n its a monday, sept 5 post.

song of da day: Miss You Very Strong - Esther Applunius

KHJ Fever ^^

i dun believe in "forever" or "happily ever after" but i do believe "if its meant to be, it surely will".

well thats that. moving on, i've been watching korean series. like Secret Garden, Playful Kiss, and Boys Over Flower. fyi, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH KIM HYUN JOONG. he's is soooo freaking handsome i tell you!!!!!! gawsh! look him up if u dun trust me =p ~~those you haters. u dun hafta say shits jus get lost ok~~. hehe.

i love Secret Garden the most. tho there's no KHJ there. i was LMAO throughout the series. see. late night series after all those assignments. another good therapy i must say. neway i was touched by these bits of dialogue that was taken from that particular series.

"not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics. waking up from sleep is torture. because you dont know how to separate from someone you loved. you cant even tell anyone else. you're afraid they they'll think of him badly. and so, you cry all by yourself. we're over, we're finished. but memories of good times n love often pop up. the more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get. so its like you're breaking up with him for 365 days. but the thing that hurts the most, is that you dont think that he is even thinking about you. you're doing this all by yourself. that person has already forgotten all about you and now is happy. you really wish you were dead but you dun have the courage all because you're afraid that you wont ever get to see him again. its like that when you break up. your heart is the reason why you're still holding on to him. your feeling, how desperate it is"

haha. neway, 1 thing about me. i am an emotional girl, very. wateva. my star - Cancer. so yah, u shud know. i can cry watching any movies. i repeat any movies. i even cried watching Thor. -.- i know i know.

song of da day: Terrible Things - Mayday Parade

i love this part of the lyrics. this is the part where you're goin to say "here she goes again". jus let me b ok =)

" Slow, so slow, I fell to the ground on my knees. So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose. If given the choice then I beg you to choose.To walk away, walk away. Don't let her get you. I can't bare to see the same thing happen to you. Now son, I'm only telling you this because. Life, can do terrible things"