WARNING! PLZ JUS BARE WITH MY LANGUAGE JUS FOR THIS ONCE. TQ.

gawd i am so fucking pissed off right now. gawd!!!!! scooper duper angry. argh!

the problem about this place is they dun sell phone reload card. how dumb can they be?? in this entire HUGE university(its really2 huge okay) there's only 1 place that sell that bloody thing. which is in college E. and it is situated very far far end of the world. i hafta take the bus jus to buy that damn thing. bus for that damn bloody thing. and apparently it will take not less than 15 mins to get the fucking bus. i repeat. HOW DUMB CAN THEY BE????? I AM SO PISSED ARGH!!!!!

and 1 more thing, about the ppl here. when they text you and you didnt reply, they'll send another thousand text. gawd dun they know how to call? must they go to school jus to learn to damn CALL if someone didnt reply msges?? its bloody common sense, no? gawd!

this is the good thing about blog. call it old fashion. but i think blogging is a really good therapy.

whats with the spanish title? i'm agog that i'll be taking spanish for next sem.
song of da day: Tear Us Apart - Nadhira feat Ron E Jones

so fellas. hee =) my condition is getting better now. condition? the homesickness. the awkwardness in living in the new environment. i'm adapting well. n i dun cry nemore. compare to my 1st week here. gawsh!

so, after the major relationship-with-a-guy issue. my mum, not only my mum but my siblings too have shown me the side that i've never seen be4. they have shown me TLC. like seriusly, the major argument with my mum n the coldness between me n my sis all no longer there. they made it harder for me to leave the house seriusly. like seriusly in case u din get it the first time i said it. hee. i am so touched with the way they treated me n all the things they did. especially my mum xxxo

i love each n every single one of em A LOT. =(

moving on, be4 i came here i have this confident where i think i can rock this course. then every1 started saying that this course is tough, bla bla bla. "this course" is Psychology in case if u dun know. then i was like really? how tough can it b? haha.

so during the psychology introductory class. isnt the professor shud give some speech that can boost up our morale? but instead he went n scare us all with some true facts. "last year out of 2002 students, only 200 manage to get 3 pointer and above and only 1 manage to get 1st class which is 3.65 above" and i got to know that alot of suicide attempt here in ums came from the faculty of psychology n also faculty of science. O.O seriusly? ambik kau. how tough can it b huh? gelak lagi.

so 4 this 1st sem i have 7 subjects that will b counted in my cgpa
1) psychology
2) developmental psychology
3) industrial and organizational psychology
4) english 4 academic reading and writing
5) soft skill 1: language and communication
6) ethnic relation
7) netball


netball? haha. yeah you got that right. thats one of the co-curricular activity. weird that this will also b included in the pointer. initially, i plan to take scuba diving or swimming, or canoe. or wateva as long as its a water base club. but since we got theory n practical test i better pick sth that i'm good at so that it wont affect my pointer. so netball it is. 4 years of theory n practical training that i got during high school. and being a captain of the district team can definitely help me right?

1st day of class, i've been crammed on BRAIN. yes, we're learning about BRAIN for our 1st class. 1 whole chapter within 2 hours. @.@ yes its tough. but nth comes easy right. so yah. work hard alice! i wanna work hard to get in 1st class. i'll mark my own words. wish me luck!

song of da day: Hiding My Heart - Adele

i have photos but too lazy to upload. mayb next tym =/

this is gonna b a quick post. -.- my class is at 4pm but i thought it was at 2pm so i went in the wrong class. dgn muka confident giler! -.- say what? so freaking embarassing. the seniors were giving me n my fren (joanne) da look like we're an alien or sth. so here i am in  the library waiting for 4pm to come.

urgh i'm hungry. ok, i'll go take a look at the books n i'll go grab lunch be4 attending class. toodles! =)

p/s: its a lie if i say that i'm totally over him. but i can feel the ache is going away. my heart is finally at ease..

song of da day: Crazy - The Voice Coaches

farah cel n i decided to hang out one last tym be4 i fly off to sabah. minus jeev since he's all the way there in india studying medical ='(

so we were wandering around KL. let the pics do da talking aight. =)

look at how happy i am =D oh n fyi, yours truly is now wearing glasses. yah.. my eyesight is no longer perfect yaw

i was somewhere in da middle of KL. that "sorry about your wall =)" is freaking cool, no?

smile like you've never smile be4 =) ngee~

check out those sexy ass. haha XD

Muzium Tekstil Negara

love you farah! xoxo thats us n none of our face cel with his crazy kung-fu! haiyah! n i'm gonna miss you cel xoxo hell yeah we love malaysia ^^ i was really having fun. =) i always do when it comes to hanging out with my sayangs. love you guys, always =) song of da day: Moves Like Jagger (cover version) - Arlene n again, this is better than the original! p/s: so so so so into ADAM LEVINE. gawsh!!! he's my new obsession!

hehe. i'm not trying to b a doctor love here. thats jus lameee... well, you know i'm taking psychology for my degree n yours truly is so excited about it. flying off to sabah next tuesday. XD n yah, i came across this article written by a psychologist, Susan Townsend

i'm gonna rewrite it back using my own words(trying to avoid plagiarism here)

1st: he's forgotten a few too many times
like falling asleep that lead to botching plans shows that you're no longer a priority or he's taking you for granted.

2nd: he rarely compromises
if he cant skip his outing with his friends for your date. you hafta start wondering if he really cares.

3rd: he gives weak responses
when he started not to give attention to what you're saying n give response such as "you'll be fine" when you tell him whats bothering you

4th: he wont think ahead
he dun really take part when you wanna plan sth. its like he refuses to settle on the next date. maybe, he's trying to avoid thinking too far into the future with you.

i think thats about it. i hope more or less it helps =)
my relationship? u can say he did everything on the list. =/
oh well, i've clean my inbox. its a tough thing to do.VERY. but its a crime to save all those text when what you're trying to do is to forget him, no?

song of da day: Next To You (cover version) - Conor Maynard feat Ebony Day
lurrrveee this! waay better than the original version ^^

p/s: i am so in love with Adam Levine!! argh!! he's so cyute+handsome! childish yet so charming! u'll know what i'm talking about if u watch TV series The Voice season 1 =)