ok, so this is what just happened. have a good laugh.

i received a text from someone this morning. tis is wat it says,
"hi, i am fren of Joe. there is a delivery for you. mind if u tell me ur block and room number?"

i mean, c'mon how can that not be fishy ryt? so i texted joe if he sent any delivery for me? but unfortunately he didnt reply my text. he must still be sleeping. >.> and so i asked that person if i know him/her (i have no idea the gender of this person). and i asked a few more questions. haha XD i have to be sure okay. coz i am giving out my personal infos here.

but, that person's answers to my questions are all very suspicious. so in the end this is what i replied that person.
"i'm afraid i wont fall for whatever prank u're doing. so have a nice day =)"

and then, just now, joe finally replied me. and he said yeah. he sent me a christmas delivery. and i was like -.- thanx joe for telling me now. i mean cmon, that person is probably cursing me now. sigh.... so i did wht i have to do. i apologise and asked do i still get the delivery. HAHA. gawd, kill me! thank god that person is nice. i suppose to get the delivery in the evening and we end our conversation with christmas wish and smiley. *fuuuuh* <----- sounds of relieved.

song of da day: We Run the Night - Havana Brown feat Pitbull

my 2 fav xmas song tis year. sorry cel, its not from archie. but last year or was it last 2 years. riu riu chu and pat a pan totally rock! *wink*

All I Want For Christmas is You~~ Michael Buble

Last Christmas~~ Taylor Swift


HOHOHO. have a merry xmas! =)

i've been having crazy nightmares these few days. and its been weeks i'm not getting any good night sleep. i often woke up from sleep for no reason, n wont be able to sleep again.

last night i dreamt of witnessing a gruesome murder case. that killer hang a man. stab that man at his throat and pulled down the knife towards his stomach split his chest to 2 parts and took out his heart. and then that murderer chopped that man head and his legs off. i swear i was frightened to death.

the other night i have a dream of my family members got eaten up by crocodiles.

and the other night i dreamt of getting in a huge row with my mother. i can really feel the hatred built up in me towards her. to be frank, i've felt that way before irl(in real life). but that was loong ago. i really love my mom. the hatred was just a temporary thing. it just vanished be4 u know it. and i never wanna feel that way towards her nemore. i'm a grown up now i suppose. and what happened was just part of the process of growing up. psychologically speaking, adolescence will have better relationship with their parents if they live separately with parents like goin to boarding school. its when u're away apart then only u realise how much u love em.

i have more of unpleasent dreams that i cant rmmber. all i rmmber is i'm scared. very. and i often dreamt of running away from sth scary. well, according to psychology, we have 2 types of dream which is manifest content and latent content. manifest dreams is actually happening to ur life but latent dream is expressed as symbol. my dream is latent content but i cant quite figure out the meaning behind it.

moving on, like i said, i love my mum. i love my dad and i love my family. i always had dreams of goin back home. i guess i'm just homesick. i want to make my parents happy. i know i'm not the best daughter in the world. i am rebellious. i made my parents worried. made em cry and looking back at it. i'm so so sorry. i want to make it up to em. they deserve pleasurable moments in their life, good memories. they r getting older, and i'm getting older too. last 3rd december was my mum's bday, and 17th january next year is my dad's bday. i'm planning to do sth for em. becoz i love em. a lot. =')

p/s: my sisters is goin to Universal Studio in Singapore. that is so freaking fun i tell you and hell yeah i wan to go too! but i'm not jealous or what as long as they got me a nice tshirt. =)

pp/s: make sure u guys get me a nice tshirt ok!

song of da day: i dunno any new nice song. yes i'm very outdated. peace out y'all! *wink*

=p i just hafta talk about Sleeq. they're hawt n cyute. n they really have a very2 nice voice. and i'm in love with this song. well, i dun usually listen to malay songs so if i ever like any malay song, that song muz be off the hook. haha. this is the song. listen to sleeq!!! u'll jus fall in love!!

and this is sleeq!

i like the taller one. syarif <3 =) more of their cuteness. the red one is syarif =p hehehe. isnt he jus cyute???!

i cannot be more happy =) ahh.... life seems very2 nice atm

yes, there were so many good things happened to me

i know i promise you the story of my 1 week mid term hols ryt? i've typed half of it and its soooo bloooody long so i'll just summarise here.

be4 the tournament, my coach treat us 10 players to a spa treatment. how awesome is that ryt??? its my 1st tym and hell yeah i enjoyed it *wink*

then we went b'hari raya at 3 houses:- my coach, futsal coach, and a fren's house. foods are awesome. i get to eat burasak my fav raya dish which i thot i can oni get it from johor. n ooh look at that they have burasak here in sabah too! just cool.

then the tournament, we won 2nd place. but UMS was the overall champion for the Borneo Game. so proud to b a UMS athlete ^^ all contingents participated in that Borneo Game are from IPTA/IPTS from Sabah, Sarawak, Indonesia and Brunei. it was really an awesome experience

then as soon as the university open, i went for another holiday. haha XD well, my uncle and grandma came down here from Johor for a holiday and i joined em. gawsh, i love Kundasang. its a very2 cold and peaceful place. we stay at a lodge and they dun even have air cond or fan becoz they simply dun need it. the water was like melted ice. my hands are numb. the floor is like the ice skating ring (yeah i did exaggerate that a bit, but u get my point) n when we go up to this 1 mountain, there's smoke coming out from our mouth as we speak. how awesome ryt? we also manage to go to the fish spa, zoo, choc factory, mount kinabalu, and a few more places. i forgot. but it was an awesome trip =D

ok then about school. my exam. i got A for Psychology. now i'm very happy because there r only 4 students that get A out of 300+ students. and i'm one of that 4 person!!! isnt that jus off the hoook??? yeahhh... alhamdulillah... =)

u know we have tons of presentation to do ryt? and i've been killing each and every single presentation. i rock! haha. oh, except for Ethnic Relation presentation. i suck. 1st its HISTORY!! 2nd, its in Malay. =/ hmmm... but anywho what happened today was. i have my psychology presentation and i did great. haha XD this is what my lecturer said after my presentation "That was very good and u r one of the best presenter i've seen. your group made a very good choice by choosing you as a presenter. you know what? you have the look, you are tall. you have the package. with a lil grooming in ur skill i'm sure u can be very2 sucessful in broadcasting area. you can speak very well and the way you speak is very good" how can you not be blushing and flattered when you hear this???? mannn!! she made my day =D then after that, she asked me if i'm sabahan or sarawakian? i said i'm from peninsular. and she straight away ask, KL? and ask if i'm a malay. when i said i'm a malay, she asked if i'm a mix blood? i get this all the time.ppl never actually have the thought that i'm a pure malay. oh n last 2 days, a girl suddenly came up to me and said that i have a very unique eyes. HAHA. so random and very funny.

and ysterday english presentation. after the presentation, there's one girl whom i never talked to actually said that i shud be hosting a show in NTV7 or sth becoz i was really good. *blush*  the world shuld really appreciate ppl like this you know. they jus made ur day. =) the feeling is awesome. its like u're walking on top of the world

besides that, a guy, he's studying medical in russia has been calling n texting me from there. i mean, how can u not go "awwhhh...." for that? unfortunately, hmm... i'm not feeling it. maybe i'm jus not into this thing. maybe not yet eventho ppl keep asking me to give a chance for a new someone. BUT i do have a crush on some1 here ok, he is ok lah boleh thn.... he's charming. he looks alil bit like Irwansyah, an indonesian singer. look him up if u dunno who irwansyah is. i've got my eye on him since the orientation week, he's studying psychology too but different minor so its very rare for me to see him. i only see him at the bus stop and the cafe since we're in the same college(hostel) so the other day, we were both waiting for the bus. and as usual the bus was late. and so we had a decent and nice conversation. we sit and talked for quite a tym and talked about alot of stuff but the stupid thing is, we dunno each other's name -.- stupid ryt? but gawd, my heart was like racing so hard at that tym. *starstruck* haha.

so yeah... i guess thats all for now. and oh btw, thanx for reading whoever you are i've got loads of traffic coming in from unknown ppl/source. and the other day 1 person actllly came up to me and said that that person has been a loyal and silent reader. (well, not so silent nemore huh?) haha. anywho... whoever you are. tahnx. i really appreciate it =)

and 1 more thing, i watched loads of movie last week since i have 6 days off. thanx to the convocation. congrats to all you seniors. so i'll just give my own rating here
Twilight The Breaking Dawn Part 1 - 7.5/10
Black Swan - 5/10
Spy Kids 4 - 4.5/10
The Hangover Part 2 - 9/10

song of da day: It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

p/s: too lazy to upload photos. haha. mayb next tym