I'M IN LOVE!!!!! WITH DAVID ARCHULETA!!! gawsh he is oh so adorable. its llike whenever he's smiling i'm melting...

hell yeah i went to his concert. the best part was i paid for the RM90+ tix n during the concert i got to sit at the RM200+ section. how awesome!

i love all the songs that nyt. but i'm gonna highlight on a few songs that got me really like so so so into it.
- stand by me
- falling stars
- thousand miles
- my kind of perfect
- a little too not over you
its like he touched my heart or sth. haha.

David Archuleta Asian Tour <---- click this link 2 check out archie rock the stage that nyt. ^^

ok, moving on... i pass my jpj test!! woooots wooots!!!!! i can now officially DRIVE! yeah baby! u heard meh! i am ready to rock the road!! =p i'm so very happy ya know. i dun hafta take public transport nemore which i HATE. n i dun hafta ask ne1 to send  me here n there. hehe.

1 more thing i wanna tell ya guys. my hair which was like long till my waist is now SHORT! say what???!! ok, so this is how the story goes. i went to 2 da salon to get my hair perm(curl) which was last week. n it kinda din work. my hair straightened back after 2 days. maybe its becoz of the rebonding effect i still got on my hair. so i went back to the salon last 2 days(if i;m not mistaken) to perm my hair again. n this tym she cut like half of the original length of my hair. i was liek O.O what the heck? i want  my long hair baaackk!!! but its still nice tho. i'm so rocking this hair style!

song of da day: Skyscrapper - Demi Lovato (this song is so freaking inspiring)

so i got Psychology in Universiti Malaysia Sabah. yes, i want psychology. n there are only 3 universities that offer this course. UKM, UMS, UTM. darn i din get UKM. its near to home sweet home. n so i got UMS. which is literally oversea. i hafta take flight n stuff. so far okayh! haih...
but i heard the campus is nice. its near the beach n that place where the uni is situatedis awesome.

i kinda have that big feelings that i'm gonna get this course in sabah. n yah, when i got 2 know, i'm not shock. hmm...

moving on, urs truly is not feeling well. sore throat+fever. *slap forehead*

n my jpj test falls on the same day with David Archuletta concert. argh!! what if the test takes too long n i cant make it to the concert? paid for the tix edi weyh.. *huge sigh*

owh well, dun even wanna think about it. for now, ima continue drinking coffee n eat this famous amos cookies. nom nom nom. yes, i havent lost my appetite eventho i'm sick.

song of da day: Stitch by Stitch - Javier Colon

Ya told me that mama knows about it. one of the night i cried, mama, ya and kak na were in the next room. so they heard meh.

Mama    : eh, sape nangis tu?
Ya         : Alice la
Kak Na : kenapa alice nangis?
Ya         : entah, boyfriend dia
Mama    : she is being stupid. lelaki mcm tu, sng2 je nak cari. x payah lah nak nangis2.
Ya         : tulah, ramai je lelaki handsome yg nak dkt dia. tak tau nape lelaki 2 jugak yang dia pilih. seriusly, i
               see nth in him.

so yah, thanx 2  my mum n my sis for opening my eyes. thanx to kalai, eeve, eng leong, farah n jeev for making me realise that its not me who dun deserve him, its him who dont deserve me. coz its true that you're blind when you're in love. p/s: thanx eng leong n sorry u hafta 2 listen to my craps every single day. n thats only becoz eng leong is working at gsc with meh! awesome ryt?

ya know i've made loads of plans. wanna do those lil things for him before he fly. i got it all in my head. but i guess he's saving me from all the troubles. tho, i've already prepare some of it. ima burn everything!

moving on... well, i din lose nething the day he walked away. in fact, its his lost. life goes on.. i'm moving on.. went on a date with a cyute guy. there's a malay saying goes "patah tumbuh hilang berganti". tho i still think about that bastard all the fucking time. its soon not goin to b like that nemore. coz if he is STUPID enough to walk away. i'll b SMART enuf to let him go. so cheers~

song of da day: Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez & The Scene =) awesome song ryt! still hate selena gomez tho. n i watched her movie Monte Carlo. its a cliche story but its awesome still. ^^ eng leong was so tired he slept during the first hour -.-''

pp/s: there's this one dude at work told me that i looked like Kim Kardashian *blush* HAHA

i need to come to realise that he is just a guy
a special one, maybe. but he's not mine
i dun need to do things to make him love me
coz if he wanted to, he would.

my stereo is blasting,
my eyeliner is beginning to smear,
i can barely hear and tears start to flow.

with my hair pulled back and my eyes drowned
i realize slowly that no matter how much i hope, there is no escape.

the girl who seemed unbreakable- broke
the girl who seemed so strong- crumbled
the girl who always laughed it off- cried
the girl who would never stop trying- finally gave up n quit

you know this is hurting me so much
but u jus stand there n watch me fall apart

my heart is broken, my words r unspoken.
my tears r saying all that needs to be said.
thoughts and feelings.
how dare you do what you've done to me?
you caused all these miseries n u dun care
n i still wonder, why r u doing this to me
why r u doing this to me so easily
how can u let go so easily?
how can u forget jus like that?

no more words, no more lies
the pain is killing me n yet i survived
sweet in start, bitter in end
hearts will break, never bend

broken smile, starless sky, grab it all, say goodbye
just live and breathe again
i gave you everything but it wasnt enough to make you stay

she was afraid that after all this waiting, he'll end up with another girl
she was afraid of what hasnt happened yet
and most of all, she was afraid she'll never find someone who could compare to him.
but now, she jus dun give a damn nemore.

in the world of a thousand lies where the truth is nowhere to b seen
and it only takes one look into your eyes
and i know you're the only truth i need
but u lied

there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be than in ur arms

i'm done losing sleep because of you
i'm done holding back tears at the thought of you
i'm done being depressed over you
i'm done crying my eyes out because of you
and i'm done asking the same questions that go unanswered

what, did u think that i am strong enough to handle it?
if u did, then honey, u dunno me at all. eh wait, u mmg dunno me at all.
u couldnt care less rmmber?
these smiles are fake. just another lie ppl bought.
you would never know the disaster thats behind em

i am a weak girl, i always have been
i fall apart at night, i try my best to smile
i sing along to sad songs relating them to my life
please save me from myself

just becoz i cry, i'm not emo
and baby i can scream but i'm no prep
just because these arms r scarred
who's to say it is self harm?

my eyes hurt from crying,
my heart aches from trying
my wrist burns from cutting
and in the end, i still have nth

look at urself, u're not gud enuf
you arent pretty enuf
you arent perfect enough
you're jus a lil failure

there's only so much pain one girl's heart can take
and you my dear, have exceeded the limits.

and so the story ends
with her sitting at the road side covering her face with her palm in front of his house building
crying wondering why..

any1 who can touch you can hurt or heal you
any1 who can reach you can love or leave you

one day i will wake up,
i will b able to get dressed
and live my life everyday without thinking about him
the day will come.

song of da day: Happy Ending - Mika

you can ignore me as long as u want but u can never change the memories i brought to your life.

what i wanted, wasnt that much. it wasnt that much
song of da day: i'm going crazy - se7en  T.T